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Tending to Volatile Lives: A Review of Kate Durbin's Hoarders

By Sunni Brown Wilkinson

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Kate Durbin鈥檚 Hoarders (Wave Books, 2021) introduces the reader to 15 different hoarders, each with their own backstories, crises, and fetishes. While each shares the same coping mechanism, and each poem lends itself to the same form, both Durbin鈥檚 craft and the subjects themselves are surprising and rich.

From the first poem, Durbin creates a form she uses throughout the book: a fragment of dialogue completed by a list of hoarded objects. Those objects range from cats to books to plants to dolls, and the hoarders themselves are as varied: men and women in geographically diverse locations, couples, divorcees. Ronnie of Las Vegas, the first neurosurgeon of Nevada, is rich and collects in order to be remembered. Hannah of Bothell, Washington literally saves shit and piss thanks to her 鈥渟eptic problem.鈥� Craig鈥檚 hoarding, like many hoarders, appears trauma-based, and stems from his father鈥檚 violent neo-Nazi ideologies.

I鈥檓 Craig, I鈥檓 58 years old, and I鈥檓 tattered American flag next to a boot

Later,

At dinner one day he asked me how I liked his food and I said, it was good Dad, and he goes, I鈥檓 glad you liked it because that was your pet rabbit wind blowing through a hole in the ceiling

The homes themselves are like the casings of memories, traumas, mental illnesses, longings each person holds within themselves, as if the home is the body. 听

And though Hoarders is based on the TV show of the same name, this is no voyeuristic, finger-pointing reality show. What grows from each story are snapshots of trauma and pain, a microscopic view into 15 worlds and their catharsis in tending to objects, or at least giving them a home. It humanizes the spectacle.

By the end of the book, it feels impossible not to empathize with each person. They cease to be 鈥渙ther.鈥� Even the title Hoarders seems to turn in on itself. 鈥淗oarders鈥� is a label we鈥檝e given people, but the book really gives voice to the disenfranchised people society has collected and used up or ignored in any number of ways.

Gary of Franklin, Indiana, a former paramedic who was forced to retire early, admits that collecting plants helps him feel like God. He recalls memories from his job he wants to forget:

Lifting a skinny kid in a Cinderella nightgown who drank her parent鈥檚 medication they use to help with their addictions dead orchid held to a stick with gauze, reflected in a glass gazing ball from Home Depot

And later,

This is your job, you should be tough, you should be able to manage kitchen table filled with cooking pots of water and ivy; tiny gnats swimming in the shade of parlor palms

The objects in each poem can be both literal and metaphorical, witnesses to what simultaneously heals and breaks each person. Gary keeps a hospital gurney in his home to transport his cacti听carefully. He respects their complex, volatile lives and shows a tenderness for them. Durbin does the same for her subjects. This collection is as compassionate as it is honest. 听